Yay ฅ^>⩊< ฅ

Love your vibe 💜

So cute now. :3

You too, there are alternative. It’s just not commercialised here which i annoying because it works so well. I would have to use T blockers otherwise.

My bloodtest (T) they never have been so low. And I have also never been so horny lately… (Well that part is not something I dislike with my gf. Just we’ll have our apartment soon on the 1st of September so we’ll be free to… :3)

Take care too, love seeing your journey 💜

Well, I had this effect like : is this really me? When seeing my reflection. Happened 2 times already.

My smell changed.

Freaking my gf light sweat too (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

Well, let’s say thar injections are more of a gray area here. And my parents might think something else about having syringe.

Just a bag for medecine and a hiding place for my injections because I can’t leave that at the view of everyone. :3

Wow you are both cuties ฅ^>⩊< ฅ

It looks like you had a good birthday! Happy for you (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

Congrats! ฅ^>⩊< ฅ

My neck has always been sensitive to be honest but today it’s much more.

Nipples was more a mental thing pre-transition and became a lot after. Breast are less sensitive (thanks SSRI, nipples too though) but that was wonderful and will again when I’ll be better. A lot of things are now linked to situations. If I feel that something was made to dominate me and/or arouse me by someone I feel safe and want something from… My body reacts instantly and I become submissive and shiver from anticipation or touch… I was never like that before. I can switch but that’s not the role I prefer.

Oddly enough, if I want to, I can just refrain my body from feeling it, almost all of it.

There are a lot more thing I’d like to discover too but need to find the right partner.

Wishing you luck you’re looking awesome :3

Honestly it is not hrt that stopped me being sensitive there and other things. I just knew how my body reacted to the touch, the feeling that radiates through my chest and belly too sometimes. And that feeling dimmed way too much from the day before taking sertraline to a few hours later starting it.

I also asked my GP if upping the dose is a good idea I’m not sure if what I’m feeling is akathisia too because I don’t remember how I felt pre depression level. But I feel restless and jittery nonetheless

You slay girl though! :3

Awesome timeline :3 So happy for you ☺️

Doesn’t matter cute is cute ฅ^>⩊< ฅ

My guess is that I feel some self of worth when I help others. But can’t feel it for myself and probably my reward system in my brain is fucked up.

I’ve been compensating with eating sugar but can’t help end up in a vicious circle where needs more sugar to get the same rush and feeling bad with the sugar crash / feeling bad because of body problems too.

Thanks girl. ❤️

I guess I can’t find a hobby that works well right now because of the living situation.

There are things I know I want to do at some point but no will to do them which is the annoying part. And it’s been years to be honest where I start a few things but it requires an effort and never follow up.

Thing is a loved playing video games as a teenager and today it’s feels different like I know there are some thing I’d like to play but even that is not enough to go and play the game. I dunno it doesn’t feel like “I grew up” and don’t want to play video games anymore because of it ( Like some people told me before)

I’ll try some meditation I guess. Already started to go out more since transitionning and expend my social circle which was inexistant before (at least my own circle)

I dunno if I’m slutty but I’m more open to a lot of things.

If I’m having a good vibe with a safe person (which probably will need to know them better)

I’m like why not?

You’re strong and you deserve to be recognized for your efforts. Great job on the phone! ฅ^>⩊< ฅ

I’m lucky enough to have been accepted by my parents. They will probably never understand, probably never see entirely me as “Emily”. Yet they still love me.

To be honest I was ready to leave the house if my transition would have been rejected. At least I had leverage. Knowing that they are administratively dependant on me, they would not afford to loose me.

(That is a problem for me too because I struggle to do my own paperwork now and use a lot of energy to do theirs. It shouldn’t be so taxing but it is right now)

I have one, used it for 7 months so far, color still the same. It depends, if it feels like the Estradiol enanthate has gone bad (color change) or there is something inside that has probably compromised it, I would throw the vial away.

Rubbing alcohol pad on it before and after use. I always keep the vial away from the light, and keep it in a upright position (not when using). I try to pierce the cap not in the same place. And I try to keep it under 25°C (Which may have not been entirely possible).

I may have missed something but it is something that has been recommended to me