WHOOOOO!!! BOOBS!!!

I like Brooke Jasmine Fields! Very pretty name!

Also in my own name changing process Im going on I straight up forgot I had a middle name. Guess I’ll have to come up with something lol.

Thank you!

Yeah for sure. Family is more then just blood, and one shouldnt feel guilty about distancing themselves or estranging when theyre biological family is toxic.

Fortuntely I dont see myself doing that. That said I would like to move out to create some physical distance.

Thank you, that really helps.

Unfortuntely he has cPTSD from his upbringing so he’s very afraid of his emotions. He’s also crazy insecure and I can see fairly easily that is reflected in his politics.

I had a lot of shame around how my father sometimes speaks, still do to an extent. However ive come to realise its not as if its my words coming out of his mouth. Theyre his own.

I do feel shame for not calling him out more, but your comment on thar does make me feel a bit better.

thank you!

PRETTY

good to hear its going well!

Been on HRT for 10 weeks / 2.5 months

For me, my libido was probably average before HRT? Not sure, I wasn’t exactly excited for sex, and masturbated mostly because the evil hormones told me too. I think this was from relationship problems at the time and general stress I think. I did have a lot of issues around sex probs because of dysphoria aswell.

HRT def nuked the libido. Doing maintenance when I have zero libido was so so weird. This was when I was on 4mg E. Jumped on 6mg E a month ago and that has put some libido back into me. It does feel a little different. Mostly gives me the desire to hug someone!? Idk. Its weird. I guess im just lonely lmao.

One note is the orgasms haven’t really changed lol. They were always pretty boring on T anyway unless i worked on it for ages lmaoo

For now I don’t care much about where my libido is at. Yes, I would like to come back at some point, absolutely. But by no means am I looking for a relationship atm. I mostly need more friends who understand, hence why, if my anxiety lets me, will go to a queer bar soonish.

Anyway, little ramble over lol

Only have messenger left. Considering doing another push to convince my stubborn friends to go on signal. Then I can finally be rid of meta

Mono looks interesting! Ill give a deeper look at some point.

Thanks for the reccomendation!

Certaintly does haha. My town has approx a 1000-2000 or so, but its mostly older folks

Im in victoria. At least the folks here are pretty chill.

But yeah I will be very much looking at moving out its just hard to

I cant wait to start prog but im only 2 months hrt.

Also i loove programming. Ive been learning GDScript for godot (getting back into game making)

Hell yeah!! So happy to see you so confident in your body!

Also oh my god i relate to the cold thing so much. Ive always been sensitive to the cold but HRT has me wearing jumpers to bed lmaooo

Struggling lool. Emotions and dysphoria through da roof. I am currently coping by hugging the shit out of my plushy.

I hope you are doing well :3

Hellooo Cilly! :3

noai duckduck go

Me with TADC

I see what your saying, its just my friends have no interest in signal (tried a few times) so messenger is a compromise.

Oh yeah i just mean delete the app to make me stop looking at it. It was an addiction for me. Well, not facebook but instagram was.

There is an end to end encrypted feature, with a 6 digit pin to decrypt the keys I believe. a 6 digit pin isnt the most secure, but its better then nothing for typical conversations.

Annoyingly there is a feature that u can summarise texts with using AI, which ofc breaks privacy, but u can turn off message sharing (meaning you and the other person can no longer do that)

A few glaring alarm bells around privacy on messenger, but again, better then nothing.