how to actually possible archive “”“stable”“” levels, sublingual pills? idk they more expensive, i hate estrogel pump dosator, some bottles are worse, and fck eyeballing is worst…, does by eyeballing, less than 0.75 one pump is okay? idk

if i had high enough levels on one pump morning, up to next morning, fck kill those who put hormones into pump dosators, okay but one pump morning was insane spikes and it didnt give me good suppression and i got lg like 2.20, despire being on prog i dont wanna risk more so eyeballing half-pumps better

dumb nurse didnt put effort to find vein in my right hand, but instead took from left where i apply estrogel(yeah is faking result too)
also me dumbass, saved money for fact-check SHBG

fckkkk the estradiol is faked probably in my new bloodwork, but lh is zero, t is 0.9 nmol